the heart is a muscle.
if two of these pills will take away a
muscle pain in my leg,
will sixty-two take away the pain I feel
in my heart?
yes,
my mind screams, because it will
put you to sleep forever,
sleep forever, nothing hurts when you sleep.
who's left to hurt?
they might as well hurt
along with the rest of them.
those left to hurt will just have to
face reality and get over me
which will be easier if I'm not around
to give them the false hope that things
will be better with me.
oh, god, it hurts to cry
but I can't stop
and I don't feel like I should be
allowed to stop
I feel like I deserve it,
always,
always,
no matter what you say.
Romeo is bleeding
and I CAN see his blood,
and I don't want to but I feel like I shouldn't be
allowed to look away.